Thursday, May 10, 2007

Tired, soo very tired


I really don't know if it's that I got so little sleep in LA and am still trying to catch up or if it's that I just started working night shift (look for many of my entries to be made at 3:00am) or a combination of both. It might also be that I'm just tired of real life. This is the real problem with going on ringer events. I always have so much fun and love the people and love my time with them, but then when I go back to the real world, I find that I just don't care about all the mundane things. Ok, warning...really snotty rant coming up....What is it with people at work and stupid questions? I'm sitting there at work, bleary eyed at 7:00, waiting for 7:30 so I can go home and the day shift people start coming in. They look at me with bright shining, wide awake faces and go "So, how do you like working nights"? I tried really hard to come up with something whitty and sarcastic to say, but in my sleep deprived state all I could think of was to put on a sickeningly sweet smile and say "I LOVE it". I guess I shouldn't get annoyed they're only trying to be nice. I guess I'm just still kind of bitter that I have to work nights at all. If my husband could just get a job I wouldn't have to do this. I don't have one of those cute little "mood" things so I'll just add it myself. Mood today : feeling sorry for myself.